This is exactly where I am at. I have a week off work this week so that's my excuse until next Monday. I have recently put on 7 pounds which I am so cross with myself about as I have maintained my weight for nearly 2 years. Now I've started eating all day again I've felt so sluggish that I haven't been exercising or anything, just stuffing myself no matter how full I feel, no wonder I've put on 7 pounds, would probably be more except I suspect I've lost some of the muscle I worked so hard to build up. I know I will lose it again when I start back on Fast5 and, like you, I really want to start, but obviously not badly enough as I keep finding an excuse as to why I should eat today and start again tomorrow. I keep telling myself how fab I felt not eating in the day and how much energy I had. There is so much temptation at home at the moment which is why I'm thinking start on Monday, I really, really want to start so why the hell can't I?
Very frustrated with myself. Not looking for answers as I know it is all down to me and I need to get back into the right mindset but maybe putting it down in words will help make me focus....Come on girl, you've done it before for ages, it was so easy.
Grrrrrrr Niki
To: fast5@yahoogroups.com
From: lesleytaylor6112@yahoo.com
Date: Tue, 28 Sep 2010 22:22:31 +0000
Subject: [fast5] Been away too long........
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