Millie, thanks for your reply. Today has not been a good day to say the least. My case manager came over to Mommy's house :( and I didn't even talk to her. She spent a lot of time talking to my Mom and I overheard some of the conversation. (I have ears like a bat!)
I did something I've never done before. I went out for walks TWICE to try to calm down. It helped a little, but not nearly enough. Then, I went back into the house and did one of the two things I can still do. I cleaned the kitchen to within an inch of its life (Do kitchens have lives?). (The other thing I can do is go to bed, so I guess I chose the more productive of the two.
As far as what happened to make me think that moving would not be a good idea, let me give you some background on myself. I don't become angry very often, but when I do, LOOK OUT! Right now, I AM ANGRY!
My mom went to Charlottesville this morning and I guess I shouldn't begrudge her the ability to do that, but it makes me so angry that she can drive 15 miles and I can't even walk 2 miles.
I'm starting to become very angry now and I don't want to take it out on you so I'll end this message.
Thanks for letting me get this off my chest.
Mark
(Feces agit, et nunc moris!)
--- In epilepsy@yahoogroup
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> Mark,
>
> What happened that you now think moving would not be a idea? Would you be
> losing your support system? Had you chosen subsidized housing?
>
> It is usually a good idea to take the time to think things thru. Have you
> made a pro and con list or a for and against list?
>
> That always helps me. One list may be longer but maybe the short one is
> heavier (means more to you)
>
> Millie
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>
> ----- Original Message -----
> From: "thebakist" <thebakist@.
> To: <epilepsy@yahoogroup
> Sent: Sunday, November 01, 2009 12:14 PM
> Subject: [epilepsy] And time goes by so slowly (Righteous Brothers)
>
>
> > This morning I figured that it had been quite a while since I last checked
> > to see when my 6 month driving restriction was up. To my chagrine, it has
> > been only 2 months. I'm as the point where I'm almost sure I'll have
> > another seizure before the remaining 4 months are up.
> >
> > Last week, I finally took what, at the time, seemed like a positive step
> > and looked at apartments in Charlottesville. I even narrowed my choices
> > down to TWO! Now, however, I realize that although there is more public
> > transportation in Charlottesville than in Culpeper, it's still a very poor
> > substitute.
> >
> > HELP ME, PLEASE! Thoughts of killing myself have entered my mind for the
> > first time in over two years.
> >
> > Mark
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