Thursday, July 23, 2009

[epilepsy] Re: I've just about had it

 

Hey Mark! Don't feel bad. I was recently in the hospital for the same thing. Only I threatened to do it in front of cops and my 4 children. I am 26yrs old with four kids and have seizures since I was around 12 or 13. Many times I have tried or thought of it. I just went to the doctor yesterday and they think my problem is I'm trying so hard to not be like mother who thought partying and doing drugs was better than raiseing kids, that when I do something that I think is wrong, I basically go crazy. But even if you don't have a physical family to turn to, this group is always here to help you cope with whatever. I may not respond to many of the comments, but just reading them help me alot. Jamie
--- In epilepsy@yahoogroups.com, "Mark" <thebakist@...> wrote:
>
> I don't think that I can take this much longer. I've attemtped suicide in the past and I think I might try again. I was feeling very depressed last week, but had the wherewithall to dial 911 before trying anything. I just took a deep breath and sat in my recliner until the ambulance came. I'm not sure I'll be able to wait if (when) I get the feeling of trying to kill myself again.
>
> I've been staying with my Mom for the past few days because of all the damned appointments I have with neurologists, psychiatrists, therapists, ad inf.
>
> Please help. Just some encouragement would be greatly appreciated.
>
> Mark
>
> (Great big dogs have great big fleas
> that sit upon and bite 'em.
>
> And lesser dogs have lesser fleas
> and on ad infinitum.)
>

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